it's sooo quiet!

I had a dream last night that Ryan was at school and trying to call me to come get him.  But I missed all his calls, and then when I went to get him I couldn't find him.  The whole dream took place in and around the elementary school I went to.  Which is actually not unusual, most of my dreams take place there, or my middle school, or the chapel I went to growing up, occasionally my high school will make an appearance.  Obviously I am nervous about Ryan going back to school.  I don't think he is ready, but the doctor said to try, and Ryan thinks he is ready.... so I turned the ringer on my cell phone on (it's usually on vibrate only) and now I will just wait.